Can u Be my B A B Y?

On Monday January 18th a star was born...my sister had her 3rd baby...my niece angie'nae was born =) yayyy I love her like words can't explain she's awesome. I watched my sister give birth and it was fn disgusting man swear I'm never having kids now lol. But anyways...I just had to tell you guys that!! Sooo here she is :)

song lyrics

From time to time I'm gonna post random song lyrics...okay? Okay !!

- I know sometimes you feel you're batteling an army just to love me boy, trust me baby imma do you better.
-i'll give you all I'm worth, from my head down to my shoes. And girl if we gone work then I need the same from you.
-you kept me on this pedastal no matter how muh Iet you down. With all my infidelity you loved me so incredibly. Inside I'll fall apart if you ever love someone instead of me.
-you want a husband but no one has a cape.
- rather lose love then to move on never knowing what it feel like
-regular girl celebrity dreams she is 90210
-baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl. You make the confusion go all the way from this cold and mixed up world
-my punch lines like gut checks I'm raw dog I'm rough sex

....I'll add more in other blogs....

if you really put me on, put yourself on then...

When i first started blogging, I got a lot of different opinions from different people. Some positive, some negative. Obviously the negative didn't phase me at all. But I find it funny when I am criticized for something that slowly turns into a huge trend. I have always been "different" when described by others, as well as when I describe myself. I don't do things to fit in with the crowd, I do things bc its what I like. When i first go my blogg it was to express myself...not cuz everybody else had one...i shortly got my twitter thanx to my blogg followers. Ppl thought i was so corny for having a twitter man i swear but now EVERYBODY has one. But the point I am making is that I have always been diffeerent, i take everybody's criticizm and run with it. I don't care if people call me weird or strange, I'm not basic. I don't do basic things, I don't dress basic. Thats just not me. I've just always been different. I'm not gonna act like I've never in life looked like the girl standing next to me. but a big majority of what I do is something to stand out. It could be the music I listen to, the way I dress, the way I talk...watever. But it all gets criticized. The biggest criticizm I get would have to be the music I listen to and the way I dress. I listen to all music & I disect it. I LOVEEE MUSIC! I love music that challenges my mind, something I hear and i pause it and rewind it so I can better understand it. I look up words that I don't know (i was taught that in school though). I feel like if you love something or are passionate about something you should fully understand it. Like look at every aspect of things. With music, I love it. I debate it with anyone so I take time to fully understand it. I will listen to anything. I don't mean any rap rnb or country either. I listen to heavy metal, classical, punk rock, gangster rap, indi, pop...watever! If the music says something that I can relate I'll listen! Same goes with clothes! I'll shop ANYWHERE! Thrift stores are amazing...not here in pittsburgh though =( but ill take a bunch of things and throw it together. Thats just what I do. I love being different. I love when the "weird" things I do become the "in" thing. I like people that can relate to me and my individuality though. I like ppl that are on the same level as me and can challenge me. I can't deal with people who I have to dumb myself down for. Anyways I'm getting off topic. The point is I'm different and always have been. Some may evene call me anomalous...! Everybody can't be different but don't criticize people bcuz u placed urself in a bubble of mediocracy!

im a dic...im addicted to you

so with my last blogg i did a list of addictions. so im going to do another one...to see if anything has changed lol...so here goes it lmao.



o01..being happy(w/myself,friends,fam,n relationships)

o02..SUCCESS(in school)

o03..my iPhone(its just AMAZING :))

o04..texting(my friends & stupid boys)10,000 tweets in a month sheesh

o05..late night fone calls :)

o06..goodmorning txt

o07..naked juice(mango)

o08..uggs(so comfy)

o09..good music(hov of course,wale,lupe,beyonce,a.keys...)

o10..Bad Girls Club(natalie)

o11..teen mom

o12..90210

o13..trey songz yuuummmmm

o14..healthy natural hair :)

o15..wine :)

o16..shopping of course but thats wayyy to obvious

o17..ralph lauren...not POLO....ralph the nigga at the top...owlll shorty looks great in it!

o18..BET's the game

o19..graduating in 2011 =)

o20..friends fam lovers

pray for haiti♥

im taking the time out from trivial things to continue to send my prayers up for the people in Haiti. it seems like things are getting worse from yesterday but hopefully with all of the prayers and donations things will make a turn around...so donate wat u can via txt through http://www.yele.org/ Twitter has been booming with status' about donating and adding twibbons in support as well as just sending up your prayers. so please do wat you can for the people of haiti...it is soo necessary :) i donated...did you???

& me & you belong

First off b4 I start writing...I'm clearly doing this from my iPhone and it took a whole 5 minutes to go into landscape mode...WTF?!? but anyways...this blogg has nothing to do with the title, I'm just listening to smash into you. 2010 just started and it's pretty good. Minus the fact that i need a freaking loan for skool so I am going to take the rest of my non major classes at community college so that I can still graduate on time. But I'm not letting things that are out of my control affect me. Things could be so much worse. So I am going to appreciate each and every one of Gods many blessings, good or bad. I have been given a lot of amazing ppl and I have also had many negative people be removed from my life. I feel like at this point I'm trying to suck he poison out of my life as well as make things right with some people. I have two bestfriends that I have known since I was 5 and I barely talk to them just bcuz all of our lives are busy but we are slowly changing that. It makes me happy to talk to them a few times a week...I really miss them. I have also noticed that some ppl just aren't meant to be in my life. No matter how right it seems everyone isn't meant to ne there forever and I'm ok with that. Does it bother me? at times...but I do realize some things just are not meant to be. Everything that looks good isn't always good for you lol this goes for girls and guys alike. With time I am learning a lot and all I can do is embrace watever God has in store for me and stay as positive as humanly possible :) peace lovers I'm crazy tired...I think I'll blogg about my 2010 addictions tomorro! Yess sounds like an awesome plan!


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90210 basic

So wale has a song called 90210 which is basically about a girl trying to live "that life" trying to fit in and tryin to be something she is totally not. I see this ALL THE TIME in Pittsburgh ughhh it's so freaking annoying! Me and erricka have this conversation damn near daily bcuz we see it way to often. I just can't understand how people can focus their lives on trying to be someone else! It's one thing to try and better yourself but when you are living outside your means trying to keep up with everyone else you are just doin way to much. People need to just stay in their freaking lane. I promise we won't hate you if you stay true to yourself and furthermore...who cares what other people think? I kno I damn sure don't but I mean watever! Be a freaking trendsetter or something lol.


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2009 rap up

2009 was...A YEAR lmao idk how else to explain it...it came and went and yea that was about it. i had to dump my old blogg...90% of that is not me anymore. I wouldnt say imma "new person" but half of that stuff doesn't exist in my world anymore so i started over....sooo 09 rap up leggoooo

January: got stupid drunk at a house party on new yrs...decided to take the semester off n work

Februaray: make up to break up w/ perry BLAH um ok valentines day yea yea yea....next

March: pretty sure i almost got shot in the southside for st paddys day lmao

April: umm no clue lol

May: everybody came bakk from skool =) yayyy relationship started spiraling to hell at this point...

June: got really close with shaynna....quayla was bakk in my life full throtal...me n shimmy werent hanging as much =( MY BDAY STUPID DRUNK!! and me n perry fell the f out! terrible end to my bday! ughhh watevs and we finalized that divorce lls

July: getting really close with ppl. MET ERRICKA! started my process =) met 6 amazing ppl!

August: started at Carlow =) i like it a lot for a really small catholic skool

Sept: same shit diff month lol

October: owlll good month...met a special loser =) finished process! POW! drama started smdh...

November: fell out really bad w/ quayla...(some friendships are unmendable)

December: winter break! pretty boring i worked a lot and that was it lol

January 2010: brought in the new year with ERRICKA! and starting yet another semester at carlow...i think lol

needless to say i lost a lot of "friends" in 2009 but gained so much more. relationships were devoured and new ones began! relationships also got a lot stronger i must say. 2010 will hopefully be a much better year for everyone & my blog as well! soo tell ur friends to tell their friends to FOLLOW MY BLOG & follow me on twitter @flashing7lights =)

Happy New Year

So last night was New Years eve. I was supposed to go to Cleveland and celebrate with 3 of my friends...but I stayed in Pittsburgh and celebrated with three of my friends lol! We had fun!! I learned that mascato is amazing and that if you put orange juice in ur mouth followe by VOX and swallow you will ONLY taste the OJ lmaoooo. So Erricka, Warren, Jeremey & I went to barroom for the night. Here's pics from b4...








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Two Thousand && Ten

So this is my new NEW blogg! This is just a test from my phone!! Just a little something to get this one started! I'll discuss my new years and my 09 recap in 2 bloggs later today =) I miss this!!!



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